I came back from heaven for you [nathan/closed]

[chewiebub3]

Jessica wanted to fall back from heaven to earth for Nathan, this was what she was sure of. That was all that she was thinking about when the offer was made to leave this life was made, and Jess had to see him again. She told the gatekeeper that she would find her way here in time, and that her heart belonged to a man. Someone that really loved her and cared, a supportive man, who she couldn't be apart from any longer. The man gave a knowing smile and a nod, he understood what love was, and how strong its bonds were. The gates were closed and once again she found her way back onto earth, to go see her love.

She awoke with a startle, it was a terrible slumber that she was under. Her brother, Jake, rushed to her side. Jessica was happy to be back, so she could see Nathan. "Jake, I've got to go see Nathan. I was in a crash wasn't I?" He answered with a nod and slowly replied, "It was because of Nathan, he's the problem not the solution Jess." Jess shook her head and just looked at him with sadness, how could he think this about Nathan? He always didn't like him, but how could he think of such things? Nathan was always the solution, no matter the problem.

"No, no, that's wrong, Jake. Jake I love Nathan, don't think of him that way. Where's Sam?" Jess gave a bit a teared up look towards him, Nathan was the sound of her heart, he was a part of her. Jake looked down, he wasn't proud of what he did, whatever it was. "I didn't tell Sam, she thinks your dead, like Nathan." All she could manage was a look of disappointment, it wasn't to make him sad, that wasn't her intention. What if Nathan's going to kill himself? I would if I had to live without him... All that Jessica could now do was grab some clothes from the drawers quickly and getting dressed, after that she ran as fast as the wind. Jake followed her trying to stop her, but it was no use, she was going to Nathan. No one would stop her.

As she ran through the hospital doors, people didn't notice the fact that she was the girl in the coma. The girl that was supposed to be still in a coma. The doors clicked with a slam, and she looked left and right. Which way? Jessica decided that right was always right. She had to wait for awhile until she noticed a car that could take her farther from there, it was what she needed to do to get to him. She now felt in her heart that she was going the right way, she just knew it.

She gave smiles and was trying to hitch hike, she needed a ride, badly. A couple with an adorable young child halted their car eventually after waiting for twenty minutes, that felt like years. "What is a young lady like you out here for?" The man asked with a tilt of the head, it must have not made sense to him why she was out here trying to catch a ride. "The love of my life is out there, I think he's going to kill himself. He's thinks I'm dead." The couple argued with each other about letting her in, the woman told him that it was what one of them would do. The wife waved for her to enter inside, they had agreed on leaving her nearby more buildings and not out in front of a hospital, around town.

It felt as if it was taking forever to get there, it was only two minutes that it took, this Jess knew, but it felt like hours had already passed. She took a moment to just remember Nathan's face, it always calmed her and made her be brave. He was perfect, he was the man that every woman dreams of. Please let him be alive, She sent a prayer to the Lord, he would keep him safe. She held her breath and noticed some buildings popping up, they finally would be where they needed to be. Where she needed him to be. "Thanks."

As Jessica exited the car quickly, she looked around to see some girls that she overheard talking about Nathan, so she asked where they thought where Nathan was at the moment. "Girl, he's always clubbing at the equinox." Is he drinking to forget? How happy he'll be when he sees me! "Thanks a lot." She gave a nod and ran off to find the club that she remembered hearing about, and she remembered where it was. Even if it took her to take a few wrong turns to find it. It was a bustling club, she was wearing some skinny jeans and a beautiful blouse. She didn't look too bad for entry, which would be difficult for her to gain.

The line was long and went down to what seemed like five blocks away, so she decided to talk to the attendant letting people in. He was in a tuxedo, he was maybe three years older than she, he was also wearing a ring around his middle finger. "Excuse me can I please get past, I just woke up to find the man that I love." "Yeah, yeah I've heard it all before." "Please believe me, I need to find him. I think he's going to kill himself." Jessica explained the rest of her story to him, about her coming back from a coma, that she was here for him, that she was afraid of what he was going to do with himself. The man boggled his eyes and seemed astonished during the explanation, eventually he replied, "I understand, love is a complex thing." The man opened the chain for her to walk past as the line threw a fit about her entry, they had been waiting for hours to come inside.

Jessica looked at the bar, that's where Nathan would be, right? So she looked around, and noticed two drunk girls playing with his hair, he was smiling. He was happy about it, he was gleeful that he was around them. Shock and sadness entered her face as she sat down two chairs away, she just sat and cried. She laid her head down and just let it out, the love of her life didn't love her. At least he's happy. She carried herself over, wiping the tears from earlier off of her face, she was smiling. "Nathan, I'm happy that you're happy, really." She was imploding on the inside, her world was in ruins. She didn't want to live anymore, she almost wished that she were dead, but at least she would be with him. At least she'd be with a happy Nathan. One that wasn't dead, at least he was alive, but maybe he wasn't the same. Jess never thought of this.

[ooc: Sorry its getting longer. I just felt that I needed to add some things.]

[jess2]

It was a usual night for nathan, he gotten into the equinox right away since he was a usual and the bouncer knew him. He was just happy to having a normal night. He got a round of drinks and he was scouting out girls to see who would have a chance with Nathan frost tonight. He honestly wasn't the same guy he was when he used to have Jessica around. He was different and he loved the girl dearly. He still had the heart on his hand she drew and he had gotten a tattoo for her not giving anyone the real meaning of the tattoo. He really did love her and honestly hated every day not having her. He needed to get her off his mind at the moment.

He smiled when he found two girls who were drunk and he smiled and decide to sit down in the middle of them. He continue to drink with them and got them more drunk. He knew this would be an easy score for him because they were already drunk and playing with his hair. He was having a fun night with them and honestly nothing would ruin that. Then someone came over to them that honestly made him almost jump out of his seat. It was Jess, was it really his jess, the girl he clearly loved so much. He looked at her and smiled since she looked just as he remember her. He bite his lip now because she had seen him with two drunk girls and honestly he didn't know what to say to this. He looked at her and tried to let out some words. ''Jessica Katherine, are you real right now'' He asked.

He couldn't believe she was standing in front of him right now. He got the drunk girls off of him and pasted them over to one of his friends and got up and stood in front of her. ''I'm not happy baby, no one has my heart but you'' He said. He leaned in and kissed her lips gently. ''Please tell me this isn't a dream, i thought you died that night you were coming to see me, how can this be, sam and i thought we lost you'' He said. '' He wonder what sam was going to say about this. He had been close with her ever since she was supposed to be dead. ''I mean, sam has been a great friend of mine and honestly she helped me threw the hard days but baby please tell me your honestly hear right now because i don't want to lose you again'' He said. He looked into her eyes and saw tears were in them. ''Aw, why are you crying, did i do something wrong please tell me'' He said.

He didn't want her to know how he was and he totally had changed but honestly he never never gave anyone his heart like he did her. ''You are so beautiful still, please tell me that you still love me and that i can call you mine again'' He said. He didn't know what she was going to say to him. He knew that he was a player and he didn't know how to love but honestly he always love her and that was never going to change. ''Jessie, please be my girl still because i want to be yours, i love you and i always will'' He said. ''I know im different now but you are only girl who has my heart because i was never going to give it to anyone but you'' He said. He moved some hair away from her face. He kissed her lips once more and looked into her eyes.

''You are so beautiful, you truly still make me jump every time i kiss you'' He said. ''Do you want to go somewhere and talk, it would be more private and you could just tell me what happened to you and why Jake lied about you being dead'' He said. He hoped she would go with him. He needed to get this straight. He wanted to be with Jessica but his ways might forced him to not be very loyal. He honestly knew he had changed but he needed his baby back. He kissed her cheek and head and waited for a response. ''Baby, i love you and can you please let me be yours and remind you how much i love you'' He said. He always knew how to make her smile and he loved being with Jess. He never even cared about her being two years older than him. He truly was in love with the girl and he honestly didn't know what else to say to her. He waited for her to say something.

He didn't want to break her heart and honestly he knew he could though. He hated thinking about how he wasn't a relationship person anymore and honestly could hurt the girl he loved clearly so much. ''Baby i have to show you something'' He said. He was going to show her the heart and the tattoo he had gotten for her. He wanted her to know that he still truly loved the girl of his dreams. ''Please be the one that comes into my bed tonight baby because you are the only girl for me'' He said. He knew the ladies would be disappoint of him settle on one girl but honestly this girl was different from everyone. No one would understand the love he clearly had for her.

He had fallen for her in high school and they were high school sweethearts. They went to proms together and if he was in her grade or the other way around the would have been prom king and queen. He really loved there history and now having her back in his arms was great for him. He just didn't know what she was going to say to all this. He knew this must be very confusing seeing him out and flirting with drunk girls. ''I'm sorry about them, i didn't know you were alive and honestly i wouldn't have gone near them if i knew you were still on earth'' He said. ''Please baby can you tell me where you have been'' He asked. He needed to know why she was kept a secret and where she had been all this time. He needed to know why his love was finally out of hiding and that secrets were finally being revealed.

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[chewiebub3]

''Jessica Katherine, are you real right now'' "Yes I am, more so than ever." Nathan seemed to rid the girls that were in his presence and gave them to a pal of his, or at least that's what Jessica thought was happening. Jessica wasn't analyzing what must have been a pattern, and she wasn't sure she wanted to. It was what she thought that she would have wanted if she really were dead, that was all that she knew, and wanted to know about it. That was all that Jessica wanted to think of, not of what the girls he was around.

''I'm not happy baby, no one has my heart but you'' "Nathan its okay if there is, because I love you. You are my heart." Jess couldn't do much other than do what she wanted to; kiss back. She kissed him softly back, it was nice that he was alive and here. He was with her, they were there now. She felt the kiss end too soon, she really missed him. She gave a smile, that was how she felt, she felt exhilarated. She was with Nathan, she found her way back from heaven. She was meant to be here, in this club, with him. The doubt of her being here, he believed that she was dead. Just like Jake had said.

A clutter of thoughts entered her mind, she was glad that he wasn't dead, but he wasn't. It just was odd that he seemed fine, normal as can be, other than he was in a club. "I've been thinking about you, every second of each hour. I've missed you so much, more than I think I can even say Nathan." She looked into her eyes and gave him a dreamy eyed stare that any other day in her life, before the accident, she always gave to him. She never could let him go, never leave him alone, especially if she had a say. Jessica felt guilt surround her, she had forgotten all about her closest sister. The hours she spent with her, the bond that they had, it wasn't what she thought of first. She loved Nathan more than Sam, even if she was blood, he was the love of her life. That was immeasurable.

"Is Sam alright?" Her eyes conveyed worry, how was Sam handling this? How bad off was she? She was glad about Sam helping Nathan with the tragedy, it was what he needed, that she positive of, especially since they were meant to be. Jessica answered his question about her crying, it was hard for her to say such words. "I thought you didn't love me..." She said this as if it didn't crush her, but her eyes peered into her soul. The implosion still was seen, she was in shambles from the shock still. Even if she had already gotten past that he might not love her, he was still alive. And that's what mattered to her the most, she was being petty thinking of anything else other than glee for his survival.

''You are so beautiful still, please tell me that you still love me and that i can call you mine again'' "You're always going to be the love of my life Nathan, no matter what happens to either of us." That was true, he would always be the love of her life. Even if she were to die, even if he were to, even if he didn't love her; she loved him more than life itself. More than living her own life, that was what Nathan was to her. "You don't seem different from before, you still seem to be the man that I fell in love with. Supportive, comforting, and the person that I love to death." Jessica looked into his eyes, she was sure that he was a good person. He was still the person that she loved, even if he was a bit different. "I still love you, even if you change, because your always going to be the love of my life." She pecked him on the cheek, it was on her own regard. He deserved much more than that, more than what she could ever give.

Jessica felt his lips on hers once again, she kissed his lips softly, just like in the past. They had gone a bit further than just a mere kiss before, they had slept together. They both loved it; he was the only man she has ever been with before. The only person that she plans to be with, in her whole life. If she wasn't, she wouldn't really be happy, not without him. She would never be able to get over him, not ever, nor would she want to. "You always make my heart hammer, whenever I see you. Whenever I think of you." That was always how it was, it was lucky that her heart didn't stop from the sight of him. He was more than fortunate that her heart hadn't pumped out of her chest from the mere thought of who he was, and what he meant to her. A smile plastered onto her face as she was glad to be speaking to him. He asked if she'd like to be somewhere more private than at the bar,

"Yeah, that would be nice." She gave a nod to him, it was not all that she felt like doing. "Nathan, of course, you are all that I am." She smiled at him, he always knew how to make a smile emerge. He always knew how to cheer her up, how to make her glad. It was one of the things that she always loved about him, the ability he had to make a laugh come from her, even in the darkest of times in her life. That was what she would always thought of first about him, and that would always be what was she would remember about him. "What is it?" Jessica peered at him with curious eyes, she wondered what the surprise was. She couldn't wait to see what it was, she wondered if it was something he got to remember her or something. Maybe it was something that was something that he got for her, or for someone else. She couldn't think of that though, it wasn't his fault he didn't know that she was dead. It wasn't her fault either.

"Of course you can, your the only person I want more than ever." Jessica gave a smile to him, that was true, it was very true. She always would want him and all his love. That was everything to her, it was all that truly mattered to her. It was going to be nice, it had been awhile, and she wanted him. She needed to be with him, that was what she fell back from heaven for. All for him, all for his love, all for the spark. All for the feeling of his lips, the color of his hair, every detail that he was. And she would always need him, even if she were to hold back. Jessica decided that when he was apologizing about 'them', that it had to be the girls. It was all that was what had happened.

"Its okay, if I had died, I would have wanted you to move on, so you can be happy." She gave a smile that let him know that she understood, even though she felt a bit disappointed. She didn't want him to be sad, but neither did she want him to love anyone else. It was the first time she had ever been selfish, sadly. She before was completely gleeful as long as everyone was happy, but this time she had a hard time acting as if it was like before.

Nathan asked where she had been, she had been in a hospital for who knows how long, thinking about him. Trying to get back to his touch. Trying to see him again, trying to have another chance at love with him, with her highschool sweetheart. The love of her complete life, the only person that always made her smile. "I was in a coma. The gatekeeper of heaven opened his gates, and I couldn't leave you. So I told him that I needed to be somewhere else, to be with you. I woke up from the coma, today, and Jake told me that he was hiding me from you. He blames you for the accident. I then left the hospital and caught a ride with a couple that had a toddler. Then I noticed some girls talking about you, and I asked where you would be. They told me that you would be here. I walked from there straight to here. You are the first person ever since I awoke that I have been needing to see, because I missed you so much." Jessica just couldn't help but bury her face in his chest and cry. She hated to burden him, but she couldn't stop herself, she couldn't control her tears any longer.

[ooc: I love the graphic. <3]

[jess2]

Nathan was honestly so happy to have his girl back. He couldn't believe that finally everything felted so clear. He had missed Jessica ever day and honestly was so happy to have her back in his arms. ''I'm so happy that you are real because i honestly love that you are back in my arms, I love you so much Jessica Katherine and honestly don't ever leave me again'' He said. ''I want to be your heart and and your soul and honestly i just want to be your everything again'' He said. He was just so happy to be holding her again. ''I am happy, that i was always on your mind because every day i wasn't thinking about you it killed me inside because you are my one and only true love and i thought i lost you that day'' He said.

''Sam is fine, I see her almost every day, she my little adopted sister that i adore and fight with, she just been there for me and honestly she makes me feel like you and i were still connected because we could talk about you and no one would feel sad after are talk'' He said. ''What, I could never stop loving you, You are my world Jessica Katherine, no one is taking your spot in my heart because you are the only girl for me and i honestly don't care what people say because you are my forever and I love you so much i would marry you right now if you wanted to get married'' He said. ''I want to be the love of your life Jessica because you are mine and i am never going to forget that and i have honestly never even let you go out of my mind because you are the girl i dream of every night and my wish came true because you are back in my arms making me feel whole again'' He said.

''I mean seem the same but i have changed honey, trust me but you won't get to meet that side of me because i have you again and that's what matters to me'' He said. ''Well good to know you would still love me even if i had a different side but its all about you and me now again sweetheart'' He said. ''I am happy i made your heart hammer because i love how my heart jumps ever time we would kiss and how you made me feel like it was us against the world'' He said. He smiled when she agree to go somewhere more private. He just wanted alone time with her and honestly he just wanted to be able to talk and feel like no one would stop them from catching up and become the couple they once were. He smiled at her and led her to the bar.

''I'm happy that im all of you because you are all of me and honesty no one can take that love away from me because you will always be mine to care for'' He said. ''I got a tattoo for you, and i still have the heart you drew on my hand that one time and i never let it fade because i always wanted you to be with me even if you weren't around'' He said. He showed her the tattoo and hoped she would love it because he thought it was such an amazing tattoo. He smiled and put his arm down since he didn't want it to hurt since he hated keeping it in one place. ''Good because you are my girlfriend and the girl i will marry because i love you and that night we were supposed to meet i was going to propose to you'' He said. ''I want you still to be my wife and when we get home i want to find that ring so i can property ask you this question''' He said getting on one knee.

''Jessica Katherine Matthews, will you marry me because you are the only girl for me'' He said. He hoped she would say yes because he was just so happy. He smiled and kissed her lips and sat back down since he didn't want people to know he just proposed to her in a bar the most not romantic place in the world. He heard her tell him the story and he smiled and felted like Jake was a jerk for not telling him but honestly not telling sam is even worst. ''It's okay baby, you can cry, i'm happy you wanted to find me when you woke up from that coma and you couldn't leave earth and that you love me still so much'' He said. ''I just wanted to make you my wife finally its why i proposed right now, I couldn't wait another second I wanted that ring on your finger yet we will have to wait till we get home'' He said. ''Jessica I love you so much and even though you were in a coma for so long im happy your awake and we are together again'' He said. He kissed her head and held her till she stop crying. He was just so happy to have his baby back. He didn't want the night to end and honestly he was so happy this wasn't a dream.

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[chewiebub3]

"I never will, I promise Nate." Jess meant that, more so than even she would have believed. She meant that she didn't plan to leave his side, she would stand by him, literally and metaphorically speaking. That was what it was to her, it was a promise, that she wouldn't ever dream to break, he was hers and she was his. It was nice, this meant they were a couple? Or at least that's what it meant to her, that he was going to be a boyfriend, at the very least. They both were more to each other than words could describe, he was more than a man, she was more than a woman. He was more than any husband, man, or any other label, he was Nathan.

"When I awoke, I believed that I lost you too, I thought that you died. I thought that I should have stayed, to wait for you." Jessica looked into his eyes, he was so perfect, she felt that she paled in comparison. He just was the most handsome person she'd ever seen, he was the best person she knew that she would ever know, he was amazing, he was perfect. She gave him a smile, it conveyed her feelings, glee. Glee and pure bliss, it felt as if it were a dream, and maybe it was. A blissful dream to awaken from, as if all of this hadn't happened, but Jess knew that this was meant to happen.

For what reason, she didn't know yet, maybe it was to teach her some type of lesson, something of the sort. That must be it, that was the only logical thing to think. Something good would come from this, somehow, sometime, it would show its colors, they were meant to have this happen, and she was glad that it didn't tear them apart. Jess wouldn't be able to manage without him, or at least live life to its fullest, without always looking behind her. Fate wanted them to be together, they were meant to be here, now with each other. "Nathan, I know that we are meant to be, we survived through all of this, and we both still feel the same spark."

In response to the fact that they were closer, she was really excited for them and their friendship, they both relied on each other, so it brought them closer. "That's good to hear, really Nathan." She then went in for a kiss, it was a subtle gesture, not obvious, but still there. She felt like he and her deserved one, both of them needed it nevertheless. Her lips met his slowly and she gently kissed him. Butterflies swarmed in her stomach, just like always. She always knew that she would feel some sort of a spark. She released from the kiss and looked into his eyes and said, "Always and forever, Nathan Blake Frost." She gave him a smile, that was always true, it was eternal.

Jessie was shocked, both of them felt the same way. She wanted to get married, and he wanted to be with her as well. She was sure that both of them were engaged, at the very least. "It would be my honor, and I'm really glad too. You're the first thing that I wake up thinking of; you're more than a boyfriend or a man to me, you're Nathan." Everything that she wanted, was right in front of her, she had known it all along. All that she ever would need, was right in front of her. He was all that she ever would wish for, it was as if it was a fairytale. Nathan made her feel like sleeping beauty, he was prince charming.

"Nate, I have something to tell you. I was a bit jealous when I saw you... I'm so sorry. That was horrible of me. I hope that you don't hate me for doing that, it was terrible for me to do it." Jess looked down to the ground, she was ashamed that she didn't want him to be with any one else, it was terrible. How horrible it was, selfish and cruel. What if Nathan was happy with them? She should want him to be, want everyone to be, even if it hurt a bit, that was their life. And everyone deserves happiness, because every person isn't completely bad, maybe misguided, but never all evil.

A tear shed and hatred for herself boiled in her veins, it was so stupid of her. Unforgivable, it was something that she would never do again. "I hope you can forgive me." She looked into his eyes, she felt if they were going to be together, that he needed to know of her horrible action. It was unspeakable to do such things, especially when you love a person so much. She knew that Nathan would have been glad that she was enjoying herself, that she was dealing with the loss well.

All she could manage to give was a peck on the cheek, she didn't want to force him to kiss her again. Once was enough to plant something that she wasn't sure if he'd even forgive her for her actions. She had a guilty conscience, more so than she believed. Little did she know, that she was a bit of a saint compared to others, the way she cared for the weak, the way she would help the ill, but if she did would she be the same person? The same girl with the sweet heart? The dreamy gaze, filled with, love wasn't wavered by the words about taking care of her. She'd like that, very much in fact. She wanted to be with him, forever, for the rest of eternity. And she knew that she would.

Jess peered over a bit to see, it was a tattoo of the hearts she used to draw on him, it was so sweet. That was one of the things that she used to always do, she traced the tattoo with her finger. She smiled at when he said that it was his way of keeping her around him, and kissed him. It was once again gentle, but she eased her way into french kissing, it was so nice of him. He cared, he loved her, she was stupid to ever think that he wasn't. She let him go on with the kiss as long as he liked. Afterwards she stated, "It's amazing Nathan."

All that she could even manage was a smile, and the look in her eyes. It was glee, it was happiness, it was real. The prince and the little princess would be together, they would live happily together. She felt it was perfect, she loved him so much, more than a heart could usually feel, or at least it seemed that way. She knew that he was too good for her, he was perfect, she was flawed. But, he wanted her, and she wanted him, the only answer was yes. That would be what it would be always, and forever.

"My answer is yes, forever and always." She nodded and kissed him back. It was like bliss, it was quick, but ever so sweet. She sat down as well, taking the cue to do so from his action. "Nate, you're so perfect, kind, and the only person I can't imagine my future without; I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you." She smiled, it was how she felt, it was how she knew that she would feel from now on. Now they were bound together, not only in spirit, but officially. Not that she needed it to be official, but it was a nice thing, it was what she had wanted. It was so unbelievable to her.

Her tears began to lessen and she hugged him tighter, it was all so much. So much joy, but so much to respond to, it was wonderful to feel it, because that was what she had always wanted. Even before she had known it. She wiped her tears off, she gave a small smile. "I love you. And I never want to leave your side, no matter what." She grabbed his hand and just held it. It was nice, it was support. A tears of joy now streamed, she was too shocked to bear it. It was so many good things, at the same time.

[ooc: I love these two. <3]

[jess2]

He was the happiest man alive at the moment. He had gotten what he wanted for so long and honestly he wasn't going to let it out of his hands. He was so in love with her and honestly he was showing her that when he proposed to her right now and here. He was so happy that she was back with him. ''Good Jess, i never want you to leave my side again because losing you was so hard on me and i don't ever want to lose you again because i don't know what i will do without you'' He said. ''You never would lose me, I didn't want to die but honestly being here without you i honestly consider dying'' He said.

''Yes Jess, we are meant to be because you are my Juliet to my romeo, my Ginny to my harry, my rose to my jack, any love story character you are truly the one i want'' He said. ''I was never going to lose that spark for you, it was always there in my heart and it just got so big right now because you are with me again and i just am so happy to have you by my side baby I love you'' He said. ''Yes forever and always Jessica Katherine Matthews because you are the light of my life and the girl who still takes my breathe way from me every time i see your smiling face'' He said.''Well good honey because you are the first thing i think of and honestly no other women will beat you because your my jessica and you are the girl of my life and no one will ever take that spot in my heart from you'' He said.

''Awe baby, I didn't want you to see me like that, I didn't want to make you jealous because honestly if i knew you were still here i would have come running to your side'' He said. He kissed her lips gently and cheek. ''I can never hate you, Never in my life never never never, because you just that person i adore so much'' He said. He hugged her and kissed her head making her know she was honestly the best girl for him. ''Of course i can forgive you, your my Jessie and i love you so much baby and honestly i don't care about those other girls as much i care for you'' He said. He smiled at her hoping she was feeling better.

''I hope the hearts, would be a good tattoo because honestly you drawing them on me was the one thing i love the most about you'' He said. ''I had to make sure they were always on my hand because that was one of the best memories i had of you'' He said. Nate was so happy with her and then after her saying yes to his propose he was so happy. He got up from the floor and picked her up and twirl her around in his arms. ''I am so happy you said yes, I always wanted to marry you that was was never going to change'' He said. He was so happy to have her in his life.

''I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you because we are going to be so happy and i can't wait till we have children because there going to be so beautiful like there mommy'' He said. He knew he always wanted children and the prefect wife. He had found it in Jess and that night he was going to ask her to be his wife because he wanted his forever with her. ''You never have to leave my side never because i don't ever want to have to worry about you again'' He said. He kissed her lips once more and looked into her eyes.

''Lets get out of here honey, I want to give you your engagement ring and i just want to lay in bed with you and talk about kids, the wedding and how much i adore you'' He said. He held her so close he didn't even care if anyone saw them. He was just so happy that he was getting married to her. He kissed her once more and waited for her to say something. ''I'm ready Mrs. Frost to go i hope you are too'' He said. He just knew this was amazing and honestly he didn't want to change anything about them. He was so happy with her and honestly no one was ever going to make him regret him choosing her to be his girlfriend. He remember when they met and honestly that was the best day.

They were so much younger but it was nice day. It was his freshman year and her Junior year, they had ran into each other and they said sorry and he called her beautiful and she fell for him. They were inseparable ever since. They were high school sweethearts and they were homecoming king and queen. They honestly had everything and then the night happened when he though he lost her. He had wished that Jake never hide Jessica on him. He truly cared about his sister and Jake never got that. He smiled at her and took her hand and headed out of the club door.

He just want them to go home and he knew that he was leaving his old life in the past but it was worth it. He led her to his car and open the passenger door for her and went over to the drivers side. He turned his car on and drove off to his house. He honestly was just so happy that he didn't want this night to end. He just realize this would be the first morning that they would be waking up together.

It wasn't going to be there last but it was one of there first. ''Jess, do you think that we could get married soon because i just want to be your forever and i don't want Jake to stop us from getting married'' He said. ''Maybe even more private wedding so we don't have to worry about anyone ruining the day for us'' He said. ''I just don't want anyone trying to take you away from me because you are my forever'' He said. He kissed her head and wonder what she thought. It didn't take too long to get home but he parked in the driveway.

He just sat in his car with her wonder what they were going to do. ''I just can't help but want to get married tonight to you'' He said. ''I just want to make it official so badly that i can't have a long engagement'' He said. ''Baby, can i make you my wife tonight or do you want to wait'' He asked. He hoped she would say yes. He was just so in love. He waited for his future wife to say something. He just hoped they would be making it official tonight.

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"It would be hard for me too." Jessica then took his hand into hers and gave a supportive look, it was alright, they had a hard time with this. Or before they knew of each other's livelyhood, it was odd. They both would have a hard time moving on, if they ever did. It would be something that would make both of them different, and Jess didn't know what it would do to her. It could change her, make her less than a person, not evil, but not angelic.

All Jessie could do was give a blush, he always made her feel special. Not only did he bring butterflies, but he brought a sense of self-security, like she was alright. That she didn't need to be strong all the time, that he could handle such things. That he wanted her to cry, he wanted to be able to cradle her, that he would be able to take all the tears. And in a way, he rid her of them because of the fact he was alright with her tears. That always made her puzzled, how could he manage to make her glad and be able to handle the water works?

"As well as for you, Nathan Blake Frost." Another blush came through her features; she was very glad. Words wouldn't even describe the feeling; it was more than her, more than a feeling, more than just a bond to her husband to be. It was exhilarating; it was true love. As they had stated, they were meant to be, meant to be together. For the rest of their lives, to go off to the kingdom, the only thing that would make it more like a fairytale, would be a carriage of horses, carrying them into the sunset.

"Thank you so much." She felt his lips on her mouth, she felt the kiss on top of her head. It was love, it was what a husband would do. It was what a great father would do; it was nuturing. It was unyielding, it once again reminded her how great of a father he would be. Even if he had made mistakes, who didn't? Honestly, that was the truth of the story.

"One of the best things about you, is that you're the best person I know. The one person who I know will hold me, let me cry, and still figure out how to make butterflies swarm, to make me gleeful. You're amazing." She responded, it was one of the many things that she loved, just like his ability to make her smile. That was the oddest thing to her, that she couldn't just choose one thing that she loved. It was one of the few indecisive things that she was able to enjoy, that was still considered important.

Jess felt herself being twirled, it was nice. She gave a smile and a laugh, it was filled will merry emotions and gleeful thoughts. It only could show so much, but it still let many see deep into her soul. She wasn't one to be morbid or as some say 'goth', which was fine to her, she just wasn't that type of person. She heard him say that he always had wanted to marry her, she lit up even more, if that was possible. "I've always thought of you as a husband." That was true, not at first, but after awhile, it occurred to her.

Like the way he always was to her, the way he was faithful to her, that was why she knew he would be the guy of her dreams. At the time she hadn't known they were soul mates, but time had to pass before she could realize such things. It wasn't like she took note before of how she always felt, until she grew a bit older and grew wiser. She felt the need to feel his skin, to touch his hair, to be with him physically and mentally.

Jess didn't know that he wanted to have children, she did too. "And they will be as charming as their daddy." She had to share her thoughts, and she wouldn't mind if they looked like him, not at all. They would be the most adorable children, ever. With her looks, his looks, the way they would be like both of them. That would be great, wonderful, fantastic, and they would have the most perfect children that have ever lived.

"I never want to ever have to doubt aboout your safety." He kissed her lips once again and looked deep into her eyes. She looked back into his eyes, looking deep into his soul, as he did. It seemed to be full of love, full of compassion, full of something that was meant for her, and this she just felt that she knew. It could be simply an illusion, but she was convinced.

She was excited with his statement about talking about life, how that would be nice. That would be even more moments with him, that would be fulfilling, soul-searching moments. And that was the sensitive boy that she knew, not the type at a bar getting girls as drunk as can be.

It was a moment, and he seemed to be waiting for her reaction, so that she would give. "I can't wait to spend my life with you," A kiss was given by her on his cheek, it was to show that she felt the same way as he did. They didn't need to be apart, and both knew this, they wanted to have all the time in the world with each other. That was for sure.

"Mr. Frost, I cannot wait." She told him, and the fact was true. It was so very odd to her, it was different, that they hadn't woke up together really. This would be one of the few times that they did it; and she could tell that it would be very special to her. They had spent time longing for each other, that it would be putting the lust with each other into emotion. How that would be wonderful!

It was horrible, that when they began to realize they had everything, that it was stripped away from each other. That was the most traumatic thing that she could even think of; him getting in a car accident, and dying. That wouldn't happen, not this time, it wouldn't. She thought of Jake, he was so misguided, how could he believe that he didn't love her? It made her furious, but she reminded herself to keep cool, another thing that she hadn't done before. They were together, and she was still changing, how could this be?

Nathan told her that he wanted to get married rather sooner than later, she couldn't agree more. They might not have the time to wait to be with each forever, and make that bond. It just was something important to her, very much so. "I was thinking the same thing." She followed this statement with an unneeded nod and a peck on the cheek.

"Tonight, would be wonderful. I would love to be your wife, Mr. Frost." Although waiting was tempting, what if they didn't have the time to? What if they were separated again? She couldn't have that happen without having him be officially hers. No, that wouldn't be, not at all.

Her heart fluttered, and his car was perfect to her. She wondered where they would be, where she would be when she awoke, how much had changed. Were there new things that had happened while she was asleep? Whatever hadn't been uncovered could wait, because tonight she was going to have the big day. The day that girls always think of when they are young, about prince charming. And Nathan was Romeo, she was Juliet, just as he said before. Which was true, other than both were alive to be together, and Shakespeare hadn't written this story.

[jess2]

''Well that's good to hear you would have a hard time as well because you always have my heart and honestly i don't want anyone else taking it from you'' He said. ''Well i hope to be your romeo because you always been my Juliet and honestly if i could i would write a song for you but you know how bad my singing voice is'' He said smiling at her. ''Your welcome Jessica, you will always be forgiven right away just remember that'' He said.

''Well i'm happy that little things is one of the reason why you think im amazing because just having you in my arms is amazing and being near you and seeing that beautiful smile every day is amazing to me Baby'' He said. ''So you always knew you were going to marry me, when were you planning on telling me love'' He said smirking knowing she knew he was joking.

''Oh will they now, as long they have mom's sweet side, caring and adorable side I will be very happy to call them are kids but i will still them anyway if any of them become like me'' He said smiling. ''Your never going to have to doubt my safety because im always going to be at your side and im truly not going anywhere and tonight i will show you when we are married and we go home and i prove it to you all night long'' He said winking. ''Spending the rest of my life with you is going to be amazing and i'm excited tomorrow is day one but tonight we are getting married and you are going to look so beautiful when i see you walk down the aisle'' He said. ''Mrs. Frost, I can't wait either because i am just happy to share with the world you are my wife'' He said.

''I was hoping you were thinking the same thing because i can't wait a second longer to marry you'' He said. He was so happy they were on the same page. He didn't care if none of there families were there because he had Jess that was truly matter to him. ''What we waiting for Mrs. Frost let's go get married'' He said. He was so happy to be spending his life with her. He drove his car over to the wedding chapel that married people and honestly he was very ready to get marry to her.

He had spend the last months partying and getting all his fun out. He was ready to settle down and he was doing it with his special girl. He looked at the chapel and wonder what she was thinking. He turned his car off and headed inside with her hand link to his. He was ready to get married and that's all that matter to him. He forgot to grab the ring from inside when he was sitting in his house but honestly she knew that he would give it to her at another time.

He looked at Jess and smiled. They waited for there turn. Tonight they were getting married without anyone who knew them. He was happy that it was jess and the minster. He just wanted to get this over with so he could call her his wife already. He smiled at her and waited for there ceremony to start because he was finally making her his wife and that just made him very happy.

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"We both are wearing our hearts on our sleeves." Jess found that to be true; they didn't hide how much they cared for each other. It wasn't a secret to anyone; not even strangers. The way that she always gave a dreamy look towards him; even awhile after they grew their relationship. It always felt like more than a crush; but at the same time equal, the way she could just be around him and feel as if she wanted to puke a rainbow of joy. And have butterflies swarming throughout all of her insides, making her always carrying the same spark.

Jess gave a playful giggle and replied,"Its not that bad, Nate." And she liked it; to her it was one of the sweetest things. Oddly enough, even if it was poor of quality, she found it one of the things that she really loved about him. And its not like the girl would say something that would hurt another; no she just didn't work like that, she couldn't hurt someone like that. She would just say that it was music to her ears, even if another person didn't like it.

"I'll try to." Jess was not good at saying that it was okay she was wrong; because she felt it was horrible. She wondered if anyone else would have felt that way; it was probably just her being selfish. Being rude, selfish, and just a plain jealous being; that wouldn't be alright. She was glad that he forgave her though; even if she shouldn't have been. She wouldn't act like that, no that wouldn't be alright, not at all. Making a mental note to herself, or really oath; that such behaviors wouldn't be present in the future.

"After I realized that you're the only person that I dream about... and how you make me laugh." Jessie had a pause added in the middle as if she didn't know already. She gave a playful smirk back; she liked Nate on so many levels. Flirting, kissing, home base, every single level he hit. He was many things, but was also none of them. That was what he was to her, and she somewhat hoped that she was as well.

"Of course they will." Jessie was sure that the children would not only be the most perfect beings on earth; but they would be beautiful. And their Mommy was going to make sure that nothing happened to the little babies to be, and she was positive Nate would do the same. Of course that would make sense, and she was confident that they both would be wonderful parents for such creatures.

"I can't wait." Jessie wasn't sure if he was hinting to him cuddling her or something a bit more, sexual in its nature. She somewhat wanted it to be the latter; she would like to be his again tonight. She was a bit puzzled but was sure she'd be able to figure it out; she didn't want to force something upon him that he didn't want to do. Cuddling wasn't bad either; just not as lust filled as she was thinking.

"I can't wait to see you there, looking as handsome as always." She could imagine it now; his always handsome appearance, and her nice dress. How they would look nice together, and how they felt for each other. It always made her heart beat faster than a race horse's during running; always creating a faster beat than before had been.

Together they entered into the wedding chapel; it was ever so different than she had thought it would be. It was much more special to her than she had ever believed. Today was going to be happily ever after, this was her ride into the sunset. She kissed his lips even before it was their turn; she felt like doing it, even if it was pushing herself onto him. She just needed some more of his kisses; they made her feel magical.

The minister eventually, entered and looked at them. Jess released him from his lips, waiting for what the man had to say. Nate was her soulmate; so she already knew what she was going to say for her vows. It was deep inside of her heart; encompassed with love and pure bliss. Her heart felt much more whole knowing that they would be forever marked by each other.

[ooc: Its alright. Usually my posts can even be shorter than that. :) And should I change the last name on the profile because she's married?]

[jess2]

''I don't care about wearing my heart on my sleeve because i truly love you sooo much and honestly i don't mind showing it to anyone because you are the girl for me Jessica Matthews'' He said. He was so in love with her and honestly he knew his heart was on his sleeve but it was the truth. He was happy she was back in his arms and they were getting married finally. He wanted to make it final when they were high school kids but they were just too young and he wanted to make sure she was the one for him. He was just happy that he waited because losing her to a coma well fake death still he thought would hurt him way more if she was already his wife.

''Haha i don't care if it is or isn't you just amazing Jess'' He said. He had smiled and just wonder what there lives would be if they never met each other. He knew he would most likely still be in that Club she found him in having the time of his life and living it how he wanted to. He just smiled and put that though way down in his head before talking again. ''You won't have to try because i am always going to be around because you are that girl who has taken my breath away every time i see you and honestly you just the women for me and please just let me love you more and more each day'' He said. ''Well i love that you dream about me and aw you remember how i made you laugh'' He said. He honestly just love putting a smile on that face of her's, she made his life better and honestly would never take that back.

''Good I don't want to sound like idiot but are kids are going to be prefect and just like you and me but more you then me'' He said. ''I know i can't wait either because honestly i just missed you so much and honestly holding you in my arms is all i want to do'' He said. He knew he had to hide the fact that he wanted to sleep with her because he didn't know what she would say to that. He knew she just got out of a coma but they were back to the way they were before the coma. He hoped she would be okay with it but honestly he didn't have a clue what would happen. He just smiled at her knowing the night was prefect for everything. He was just happy to make it finally true.

''Not like you because you will be more beautiful'' He said. He was nervous because he knew he had his vows written down in his head it was finally time to say them. He looked at the Minister and he let them say there vows. He went first hoping she would adore them because everything about her was just so amazing. ''I thank god for now and ever for letting you come back into my life, today i promise from now and forever to always be by your side and never let you go because you are the most beautiful girl and you have my heart'' He said. ''You are the only person i see myself forever with and i promise to always be there for you and so supportive that you feel so safe and comfy in my arms'' He said. ''Jessica Katherine Matthews, I am happy to call you Mrs. Frost and your the light of my life and honestly i am happy today i am making you my wife and we will be wake up next to each other from now on'' He said. ''Jess I promise never to let anyone touch you or hurt you and you will always be able to cry in my arms, I want to always make you smile and laugh'' He said. ''Jess today i am making you my wife and you are as beautiful you were the day we met'' He said. ''Jess just be my forever because giving you my heart right now is all i ever wanted to do'' He said.

He looked into her eyes and waited for her to say her vows. He honestly was happy to get his vows done first because he was so nervous and hoped she didn't notice how nervous he was. He just smiled at her and waited for her to speak. He knew that tonight was special and that's all he ever wanted. It to be special between the two and no one stopping them from being happy. He knew that Jake wouldn't be happy for them but honestly nate didn't care about her brother. He also knew that sam would be disappoint for not being there but Nate would apologize a lot to her.

He stood there staring in her eyes and looking at his beautiful bride soon to be wife and then the mother of his kids. He couldn't wait to be a parent with her. He imagined so much with her and right now he was getting his dream to have his forever with her. He just stared into her eyes. He knew she would speak her vows soon so he had to get out of dream land. He just smiled just waiting for his bride to speak. He honestly was so happy to be in front of her right now. He just smiled and knew that today was prefect for him.

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"As you are mine." Jess gave a genuine smile and was ever so glad that he felt the same. And she once again thought of how everyone didn't get to be with the one that they belonged with in this world; not every person would get to be as fortunate as the two of them. She had to think, even for a moment, that he must have enjoyed being at the club. It wasn't something that settled her that she thought of, but she knew, deep down, that it was what he liked.

"I'm so glad that we met, I can't imagine anything without you." Jess told Nate, for it was true as could be. Honestly, that just wasn't something that she could even think of. She supposed that she would just be the same as before she met him; still searching for the one she loved. What a different type of life that would be, it was just unsettling to think of such things. She wondered if since they were so different they should be marrying, but she didn't think like that; she nudged it aside. They were meant to be, and neither of them should doubt that.

"I love that we are meant to be; I love that we are Romeo and Juliet. I just love you and the way you make me feel; physically and emotionally." That was as true as could be, she just loved the way he loved her, the way his eyes always were so beautiful; she just loved him, and all that came with him. It was the icing to her cake, the best thing about it.

"Don't think that for a second. You know that they will act like me, and look like you." Jessie was really just estatic, she was feeling ever so, new. A new start was on their relationship, and Jess knew, even if she wished that she didn't, that it would be a bit different between them. Like they both had said, they changed. Jess would love him no matter what he did, or who he was; she just loved him completely. No doubt about that, but would they survive? And that was something that Jess knew that she wanted to put her faith in; no matter how blind it was.

"You're no idiot. I was thinking the same thing." That was true as could be; she thought that they would look perfect. Even if it was a bit silly sounding to her; it was true. That was true, and both of them knew it, even if it was a bit crazy. She wondered for a moment if it was something that she was jumping into; she didn't know if she was the same as before. Is this what everyone feels before weddings?

Jess was sure that she was just being silly; she wanted to spend the rest of her life with him. That was what she wanted, that was for sure. She felt a bit bad for not inviting Sam, but she wanted to make sure that she would know when they were married. And that was alright, and she was postive that Sam wouldn't be too angry with her and Nate, just glad that she was alive.

"I wouldn't mind doing anything with you." This was true, she just wanted to spend time with him, but she wouldn't mind if they did just cuddle. Or have a lust filled night like some of the times before the accident. She supposed that he wanted the same, and was hinting that she felt the need as well. Whether it would be picked up, only time would tell.

Jess listened to Nate say his vows, and she began to feel nervous again. Even a bit doubtful, and that was normal, at least it should be. Jess just wanted to kiss him before she said hers, but she knew that weddings didn't work that way. You have to say your vows and wait for the minister to say, "You may kiss the bride." Then the sparks would fly, and happily ever after would be. That was how they worked.

She repeated what she felt in her heart again and again, she had to know what she would say. Even if she already knew what she felt; that was what vows were. Oathes to your significant other, the words that bind you."Today was a dream, and everyday from now, it will be. You are the only person that I can't imagine being without; you are my ray of sunshine. I will always love you, and wish the best for you. I will always want the best for you; even if it doesn't benefit me. And Mr. Frost, I swear to always, always be forever yours." She finished her vows.

Jess loved Nate's more than hers, they just were more, more of a feeling. Nevertheless, she didn't love hers, but didn't think they were too bad. And she was honest, that was how she knew she would always be, no matter if she did change. That would forever be true. She looked into his eyes and waited for the minister to speak. Today was the fairytale that she had always wished for; coming true.

[jess2]

'' I am happy to be yours because you are honestly the only girl on my mind every day and night and i love you so much each and every day more'' He said. ''I had to do it the last months not having you by my side, it was horrible and honestly i would have brought you back to life soon if i knew you were still alive because your my one and only and not having you for those months was the most horrible tragedy that has happened to me'' He said. ''I love us as well, im happy to be your romeo to your juliet and honestly that makes me feel so much better to know that you love how i make you feel emotionally and physical'' He said.

He was so happy to have his Jessica back that giving up his life he had the last couple of months was fine with him. ''That isn't true jess, they will act like you and look you as much as they will look as me but no they will not act like me at all'' He said. He smiled at her because he just felted so happy to have her back in his life.''I'm happy we were thinking the same thing, i wouldn't been bad if we weren't but since were so connected i knew that wouldn't be true at all'' He said. He loved how they both thought there kids would be pretty much prefect.

''Well good because i just want to make your night so special that you will be so happy that we got married tonight'' He said. ''I want to make you feel like your the prefect wife to me because you are going to be and no one will ever take your spot in my life ever'' He said. He was honestly so happy to make Jess his wife tonight. He knew they should maybe talk about having sex tonight but right now all he wanted to do is just stare at her and honestly he was already making her night because they were getting married. He just stood there after he nervously said his vows and listened to Jess's Vows.

He smiled when she said them, he knew heard were good but he sorta like his better but he wouldn't tell her that. They both came from the heart and nate's were pretty much practice when he was writing them before the night he was propose to her. He smiled at her and heard the minster say the usually do you take her to be wife and he said yes and then heard jess say yes and then the minster said, ''I now pronounce you man and wife you may kiss your bride'' He said. Nate smiled and moved over to jess and kissed her on the lips.

He was so happy that they were now husband and wife. He knew they still had to get rings to place on there fingers but he had Jess's at home. He looked at her after he kissed her lips and smiled at her. ''So Mrs. Frost, ready to go home or do you want to go get rings'' He asked. He knew she would probable want to make sure to go wedding rings since they were both so happy tonight. He wouldn't mind since it was her decision. He was happy doing whatever she wanted to do with him. He couldn't believe that tonight at the beginning of the night he was out, alone doing his normal thing and now he was married to the most amazing wife he ever wanted.

''Jess, do you think we should try to have our first child'' He asked. He knew kids were a question but he was wondering what she was thinking about the subject. He knew they were both college students but he was just wonder what her opinion on was having a kid now. He waited for her to respond to him. He kissed the top of her head and walked out of the church hand in hand with her. He wanted to know what she was thinking about children.

He knew he didn't rush there marriage because they had been together for a long time. He just didn't know if he was rushing children on her or not. He just bite his lip and waited for her to speak again. He opened the door to the car and helped her in and he went to his side and got in. He looked at her and smiled. He was just so happy tonight. He knew this was honestly the best night in years. He was just wondering would there be a child on the way for them.

Nate drove out of the parking lot and waited for her to tell him the answer about jewelry store or home. He knew her engagement ring was sitting on his desk near his door so he would give her that but he wonder if she wanted her band tonight. He just waited for his wife to speak and he was sorta nervous. He had asked a lot of questions. He just looked at her and knew the one question he asked was right. He had married the best girl in the world and no one stopped them from doing it.

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Jess just was suddenly just awestruck that all this had happened to her; of all people. Amazing was the correct word for everything today; it just was unimaginable. She felt the urge to collapse from shock, simply because of just all this wonder. Not like she'd give in to the feeling; not again would she be inside a slumber. She gave a smile and a gleeful look to him as he was there; it only conveyed so much of her feelings that swarmed and inhabited her body.

"We're amazing Nate." It was interesting to her that he wanted to have kids sometime; it just was to her. It was so wonderful and just perfect that he already had his mind set as she did. She wished to have children as well, but she didn't know what they would name them. Maybe a name like Ice or something? No idea was popping into her head; but it was a tad too soon to be thinking like that anyways. At least that was what she thought about trying to pre-name her soon baby.

"Awe." Jess found it sweet that he said that he wanted them to be exactly like her; pretty much. Nate earned himself a peck on the cheek, so she delivered the package. She didn't know what else to say; it just made her remember why she loved him. Not just for his flattery, but for his personality, and his looks didn't hurt the reason as well. He just was the handsomest person on earth; and he was in love with her, as much as she was in turn. "As no one can replace your role, to me as well."

Jess gave a small smile and hugged him. It was just so sweet of him to feel the same things as she; it was once again, a tad too overwhelming for her to bear. Even if it was as great as could be; it still was so much to take in, to understand, in such a small period of time. It was only little a bit of time, and so much had happened, so many great things did. Things that a little girl dreams of when she grows up; which was just taking place in her life that just continued to go on. Finally the moment every girl waits for happened. They were pronounced man and wife, and he kissed her. She tasted a bit of him, and it was in her opinion, a nice kiss. It still was magical that it was just taking place; an hour after Sleeping Beauty awoke from her slumber. He to her, was Prince Charming; the person that is said to only live in fairytales. But he was here, in love with a princess, and that was remarkable, and all the same indescribable.

"Can we get home? I just can't wait to be inside of your arms." Jess could almost feel the kisses and what it would be like at home. It was unmeasurable, somewhat like getting to be with the man of your dreams, of every girls' dreams. And as wonderful as it would be to get a ring, she just had to get more time with him. Time away from the city, to have a great time with him.

The idea of having a child was just so much, so much to think of. It just was very amazing to her, ever so wonderful. She knew that they believed they were ready, but were they really? This just made her doubt the fact, an emotion that she disapproved of. She knew that she was sure, and it seemed that he was. They were ready, and so the answer seemed to be a complete nod of approval, but that would stop him from going to college.

What is the correct answer? Jess knew that was up to Nate, not to her, so tonight would not be the night. "I would like to wait until tomorrow." She gave him a smile as she hid the doubt that was worming its way into her mind, in theory this would be perfect. Maybe they should wait, waiting is good; waiting works. That seemed to be the best answer for the moment, the right thing for both of them. Love is very difficult; to know if you're doing the best thing for your significant other.

The best part about this was that it was magical; but Jess wanted to think that practical things weren't important in terms of love. Nevertheless she just thought and had the knowledge that it was, even if she didn't want that to be true. The thought of her parents made her heart-wrench and it hurt to know that something could happen to them. They could die, they could be run over by a bus. The future was uncertain, so it always would be a fear of hers, for others and herself.

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''I know we are Jess, but your more amazing then i am love'' He said smiling. He didn't care what jess would say again because it was true, she was always more amazing then him. ''I forgot how adorable your awe was, why do you make me want to kiss you ever time you say that'' He said. He kissed her lips and smiled at her because he just loved her so much. ''Good, i like that were both on the same page about our roles because I love you so much and being on the same page matter because that is how we will have amazing marriage'' He said.

''Of course, we can go home, i want you so much in my arms as well love'' He said. ''Yeah, we can wait till tomorrow, as long your happy with that love'' He said. He drove them home because he was just so excited to get home with his now wife. He honestly didn't care about what they did as long she was by his side. He drove to the house and smiled knowing she would be so happy with him by her side. He parked his car in the driveway and went over to her side, open her door and helped her out of the car and decide to put her in his arms and carry her inside there house now.

He was honestly so happy to have her by his side. He grabbed his house key, opened the door and walked inside with her in his arms. ''Do you want to go to our bedroom by walking or do you want me to carry you still'' He asked. He hoped she would say carry her still because he loved how close they were at the moment. He closed the door with his foot and just decide to carry her upstairs. He went upstairs with her and headed towards his room knowing she was his again just made him happiest husband in the world.

He open his bedroom door with his foot and headed over to the bed and place her down on the bed. He took off his shoes and jumped into bed next to her. He looked into her eyes and honestly felt so safe with her in his arms. He kissed her head and lips. ''You are so epic amazing because i love everything about you and honestly if I wish i could take that night back because losing time with you just makes me so sad'' He said. He held her in his arms and knew tonight was the first night as husband and wife and he didn't want to miss any moments. He played with her hair and waited for her to say something.

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All Jess could do was just do what her heart made her feel; and that was what it was. She searched for the special blue eyes that she always had been able to find, and once again peered into them deeply. She just couldn't stop thinking why anyone would wish to pull them apart, ever inside their lives. What would be a good reason to do such things to a perfect relationship?

Jess didn't know why, but she just wasn't sure how she felt about Jake, at all. Why didn't she be able to let this go? Why was this so hard for her to just forgive? She couldn't answer the question; even if she had an idea of what its answer would be. Not like she'd act; she was being selfish by feeling such things. It was just difficult to forgive him, at the moment, but she vowed that she would, even if it took a few hours or long days. Nothing would tear their family apart even farther than it was, and she would never jeopardize that; for anything.

Jess was whoosed out of her thoughts when Nathan told her that he loved having her in his arms; probably as much as she loved being in his. "I love you." She gave him a kiss on the lips, and just imagined feeling his embrace again. That was always exhilarating for her; ever so perfect, only if they could be stuck in that moment, when it would come with time. Her thoughts slightly veered, even with her love, to the club. It was so loud, so different from most of the places she ever had entered into. It was a different world, a part of a land that she had never ventured into before. She knew that she wouldn't like it there, it just made her think about all the things she hadn't done yet.

"Could you please carry me?" Jess answered the question of whether she minded him carrying her. And she knew that he wanted to do it as much as she wanted to be in his arms. How perfect it felt when he carried her up was undescribable, it would be an injustice to try to explain its perfection; due to the fact it was too much for words.

Both of them, it seemed in mere seconds were both on the bed together. She took off her shoes and laid them around the foot of the bed. "I wish we wouldn't have lost all that time either." Thinking about everything to herself, once again reminded her how special they were. How perfect they matched with each other; was just unbelievable for most human beings to even believe. That was all to be thought; for it was true, they were the luckiest people to ever have lived. No other couple could possibly have the same spark that they shared; no matter how hard they could try.